So maybe i don't have a chemical imbalance, maybe what happens is that i have a larger inability than most to not be able to handle stress because of my genetic history and that i build up barriers to protect myself but they break down part by part and during a moment of slight stress they get destroyed completely to where i completely break down and can not handle life. I'm not bi-polar. I don't have a definite life. I hope this is true, because if this is it, if i don't have a chemical imbalance all i need is to change my life completely because obviously school breaks down my barriers.
In a side note fuck feeling my past.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
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